sigh
well things went from bad to worse in the last few days….
yesterday Charlotte was diagnosed with Dry eye ( those of you that dont know about ED it is a condition where the teatrs dont produce what they need to to lubricate the eye properly) and so now she is on eye drops 3 times a day…
then today, I woke up excited about the prostpect of a lovely quiet day with no kids as thursdays is meant to be charlottes day care day…. i turned up there and they had not turned on the air co… it was about 27 in the room and Char started gettting upset almost immediatly…. so i brought her home… so much for sleep
also last week one of emily’s school friends was hit by a car and died… how the hell do i help a 9yo greive….well at least her father is letting us change visitation weekends so she can go to the funeral.
i feel another cry coming on
Mum said,
February 4, 2010 at 9:33 pm
i didnt have a good night either as after i got home from your house yesterday i broke down getting upset about charlotte and her eyes . i had a good cry alone i feel so guilty about the ed with Dave and her both with it . I tell myself there are a lot of other children with worse medical problems but it keeps coming back that maybe i done something when i was pregrant with Dave It is so unfair that kids have these medical problems . and now that the childcare is not doing the correct thing it has started me off again . I am sorry if this upsets you but maybe if I write it all it will make me feel a little better at the moment i cant stop crying I love you all xxxxx